Tuesday, July 26, 2005

what?

So please define underground for me
How about 40 and white and fully employed
Got one kid who loves his mom
Got a nice house and a real big car
Got a swimming pool and grey hairs too

In know its not cool to be old enough to have a sports car.
I don’t know what homeostasis is but its where I am
Got an engineering degree and study particle physics for fun
Got a mortgage up to here and debt on a card
Got a collection of CDs and just a few thousand MP3s

I like watching the news and listen to rap stars
loved hip hop since the start in ’79
Got a tone of toys to treat my mind,
Got a job that takes up all my time
Got to fire a splif to get free time

Geeks rule the world just ask bill
We give you things to stop you thinking with out a pill
Got chat rooms for inane banter
Got triple j to set your notion of cool
Got ear bud syndrome like an old fool.

Got to go…

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Refreshingly Dark

And there you are
And Don’t try too hard
And Don’t look at me cause I’m already starting to fade
And I don’t know what homeostasis is but it sounds like where I am.

Sitting here doing my time
Nine to five is eight to six
Stress is the test
And fear is the way.
The toys sit idle while I sit here and pay

And so at middle My child has gone
Where did he go Just
One year older

A few weeks a year but it’s so hard to find the time
And then change is scary
And the clock ticks 5 days at once

Now I know I am also allergic to time
Each second, hour and day accumulates in the system
The drastic cure is death
It requires no faith and is cheap to do.

And the ones that might remember get more forgetful until you disappear.
And when you wake up there’s no one left to tell how to live their life.
We gladly sign up for a life of toil
And submit to the suburban surrender

Unedited dump

Started writing this, couldn't stop so here it is..


In the midst of the twenty first century the thinking machines started to emerge from the labs of the mega corporations. The CEOs had such high hopes for their pets but as you would expect (if you read any amount of Scifi) unleashing a second sentience on the face of the earth was never going to go smoothly.

Ncorp were probably the first to succeed and fail. And they did both on such a grand scale. At its peak Brain had a neural capacity just over fifty times the human average but with an I/O capability of many thousands of times that of a mere mortal. Later attempts by others were much less ambitious. It is easy to tut tut at their ambitious folly but in the half an hour Brain was ‘live’ it went from goo goo ga ga through to producing the first real derivation of general relativity from Bartsons GUT. The fact that in its last five seconds of life it effectively changed the face of human economic theory forever (not to mention scuttling Ncorp) is still seen as the single event that changes all human futures.

The Brain algorithm, as it became known, was a wonderful gift to the world. To bad it took SoCom four years to pick over the intellectual property they had picked up in the Ncorp acquisition. Howard Jones had not been idle during this period just pre-occupied surviving the post Brain bust economy.

His work on Brain made him a very nervous man, especially after his face had appeared on every media space in connection with the Brain Bust. It is hard to imagine but back then you could not exist if you didn’t exist in the E-conomy. There was no such thing as a favour transaction and even hard paper was history at that stage so keeping a low profile if you were a celeb was basically impossible. It’s not that he was a criminal he was just seen as the ‘bastard responsible for this mess’ for the common media (and folk).

Brain did love Howard and did not kill him. In those four years Howard wished Brain did.



Each step created an avalanche of unwelcome noise as Howard walked across the snow covered park to meet yet another ‘friend’. His miserable life was now an unconnected series of short stays with the unconnected. Back last century they were called tin hats. Sort of a reference to the loony’s who wore tin foil hats to stop the government/aliens/Russians etc from seeing their thoughts. These were the people who stood up against the tide and kept there lifes to them self.

Even from half way across the park a faint glow behind glasses was the tell tail that he was being made. The process where his bio was read, integrated, and checked against some criteria confirmed his ID to the ‘friend’. Most folk these days had neural implants but this guy was of the very paranoid sort who used an old fashion HUD display in his equally antique glasses. Howard was never a follower of fashion but the recent trend of people wearing glasses had served his purposes very well. His own implants had fried with Brain.

He always kept his HUD adjusted so that not even the faintest glow could be seen on his face during transactions. The Friend IDed as a real friend, or more accurately, an old acquaintance. His name was Zac Dracovitch who had been one of the lab technicians from Howards undergraduate days at UWA in Australia.

“Hey, good to see you man’
“Follow”

Howard decided not to push and complied, he had learned to keep him mouth shut when these guys wanted. The differences in stride between the two men crunched out a strange 5/7 time through the frozen night. The walk seemed to last forever. He could no longer feel his nose and his cheeks were burning. When they arrived at genuine combustion engine driven vehicle.

“wait” Zac said as he tapped a few numbers into a old fashion key pad concealed under a hatch in the vehicles door. A equally quaint LED display rolled a ser9ies of numbers. Zac then tapped a few more digits, pulled a key from his pocket and proceeded to open the door.

He new that only the inescapable government net was aware of his location but within 24 hours he would be invisible, or visible as one of the nice people who were helping him.

The plan went something along the line that he would drop out and his marker would stall here in nowhersville. Then through a good deal of slight of hand the good towns folk would provide their identities for long enough for him to pass himself along a chain of unconnected IDs and back to civilisation as a new man – literally.

Monday, July 11, 2005

Another one bites the dust

Well here I sit at another juncture in my career. One more of my co-workers just pulled the pin. His comment was that it was infinitely better getting in early than being in the mad scramble out the door. I sincerely wonder if he is right. Should I pull out now or wait to see what will happen? I just don’t know. I do know that the first good offer I get I am out of here – my current average is one every two months so who knows.

The smart money at the moment is that we, humble employees, will be told of our future around the 25th of July – stay tuned. I guess I don’t like being treated with such disrespect.

Hmm

The reasons supporting the rumour are very tenuous. Economically it just doesn’t make sense given an average up lift of 20% plus other housing/education and travel benefits. It especially doesn’t make sense give the number of employees that will leave with the increased consequential safety risks. If it does happen it will be a) because someone in power made a commitment to do it without thinking it through and must now follow through or lose face (yes we are that sort of organisation, or, b) there was a political agreement with the government of the area we would be move to ,or, c) a combination of the above.

Anyhow enough of those depressing musings……..

By

Thursday, July 07, 2005

The river

I imagined a broad body of water flowing towards some misty future. The tributaries quarter and halve and quarter again and again until reaching the source of each individuals contribution to the stream flowing through time. Each person like a worm in time space.

Travelling upstream on the main flow, when the river was wider, and following a particular stream to its beginning a Neanderthal or cromag makes a contribution and so on from each individual. Bacteria to brachiosaur join the froth.

The river flows forward, may be forever or maybe not, sometimes mighty and wide, other times a slow stream, sometimes a torrent some time a pond. Billabongs break of and live in isolation like worms deep ocean vents.

May be in the end there is a delta where life splits once more into individual streams and leaves our home. May be the future holds a soak were all the tide ends in dry sand

Who knows

Bastards

To the terrorists who committed the atrocities in London – you souls will rot in the worst of hells. Allah will personally assign 100 tormentors to torture your souls for all of time.

If you are atheists I hope your actions result in such strong anxiety and depression that you kill yourselves and take your loved ones with you.

If your arguments are so weak that you must resort to violence against the innocent then think again. If you can’t raise a popular rebellion amongst your own people then give it up, you are just being a dogs asshole.

Regards

Monday, July 04, 2005

Unbelievable

The leader of Dumbfuckistan and by default Australia, Mr Bush, has once more demonstraighted the extent of his administrations disregard for the world. When questioned about the current G8 sumit regarding climate change he once more stated that there was an obvious link between human activities and climate change. This was just after announcing that there was no was the US would sign up for any reduction in green house gas output. His reasoning wast the it might hut the US economy.

What the Fu(k does that moron think climate change is going to do to the US economy?

Please forgive the profanity.

O.K. Maybe that was a bit harsh on Mr Bush – with his diminutive intellect it is wrong to blame the moron who was obviously put up to doing something wrong by the smart kids – shame on you Dick!

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Timing

In my mind I keep replaying and instant in time from Sunday morning. My sons’ soccer game. He is positioned five or so meters from the goal mouth, on the left side (I am on the side line directly in line with him). The defenders and goalie are on the right side anticipating a shot from one of the kids on my sons’ team. He shoots and misses badly but the ball passes at the perfect hight and distance from my son. He steps into the kick and lets fly. His foot passes through the space the ball will occupy in a few hundredths of a second later.

He wasn’t having a great game at any rate – I think he was still asleep.

He can play basketball well and is in a fencing club – he is one of the youngest in the so, while not ranked at the bottom, he is not a star (maybe one day if he keeps it up).

He has got quick hands and is not afraid to mix it up physically. These attributes are good for basket ball, fencing and I suspect other marshal arts – such as Rugby or Aussie rules. But he has chosen soccer as his winter field sport.

You see his only co-ordination problem is from the waist down. While running he has a strange gate. He expends a lot of energy but not 100% directed at creating forward motion. I need a slow motion video but I suspect he is doing the twist while running. This lower limb disadvantage also carries into connecting a foot with a ball on the fly.

I wonder if he will improve with practice?